All You Need is Love. And Ginger Snaps

Have i ever told you guys how much i love you?
Brownies:you provided entertainment( lesbian?) and a good friend
War girl: things didn't really work out, but for a good amount of time, you were there for me, and still are to some extent
Austen: where to begin? you put up with my bullshit, yet still stay. Amazing.
Mairead: Yes, we haven't known each other for long, but you're awesome. And scary. perfect combination.
i cannot say it enough. i love you all to death. And beyond. Remember that.

Hi-Liter

So, i'm sitting here, with Leroy on my left with a cigarette in his mouth. Retard. i just smacked it out of his mouth and now he's crying.( poor baby) i'm gonna go smoke, or somehting. bye, guys

Happy V Day!

Hooray! Hallmark Holidays! i sent myself a carnation cuz i figured no one would send me one, but: Kaitlyn sent me one, Adam sent me one, Leroy sent me one, Austen sent me one, and the system messed up, so they said that he sent me two more. But it was so nice! It really surprised me, especially Leroy's. Although i know it was only cuz i told him i sent him one, it was still nice.
Thank everybody! Happy Valentines day, Mairead, Eve and Amanda! Love you all!

not addicted, but i act like it cuz it's fun to hear you guys yell

what the fuck do you have to do to get a cigarette around here? Jeez!

a weekend shot

this weekend, Mitchell and i have to housesit for my aunt.the good thing is, that i will have high speed all weekend! yay me!

I got a call from my other aunt, Martha who is living with us at my grandmother's house, saying that Grammy fell out of her wheelchair. How do you accomplish this? She's 76 for god sakes! Whatever. Well, she bumped her head and Martha had to call the rescue squad to pick her back up and make sure she was ok. i'll tell you one thing. life with my family is rarely boring.

i just finished two really depressing book. one about a girl with leukemia and the other about a girl with anorexia. The plot lines were very confusing, but they are now two of my favorites. The leukemia one was My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Piccoult, the other one was Skin by someone else.... both very worth reading. they're tear jerkers. i'm gonna go read another book that i started yesterday by Jodi Piccoult called Nineteen Minutes. All of her books that i have read ( this is the third) have many backround stories, and there is no main one. It skips around a lot in time. This one is about a school shooting, a judge, and her daughter. It's really good. Well, bye! love ya!

an Ice Day?

Woo-Hoo! No school! but shit. i still have to buy flowers... whatever. i'm gonna go read. bye!

dum-de-dum-dum-dum

*hums to self* Oh, Hello! Do i know you? Ah, yes. We met at that crab bake two years back. i thought you looked familiar. How have you been? Married? Great! So sorry i couldn't make it to the wedding. Me? Well, not really... We were dating for three years, then i found out he was cheating on me. Thanks for the support. Whatever, it's his loss; Dirty Bastard. Left me and poor two year old Isabel here to fend for ourselves. i told her that daddy was taking a trip and that he'd be home soon. How are you supposed to explain abandonment to a child? When from the very beginning of their fragile lives, they are taught to trust without a second thought. Don't worry honey! Mommy won't let you fall! or " i promise ". Promises are the biggest load of bullshit on this earth. Anyone who believes otherwise is a money-grubbing prick raised in private school, where every weekend your parents take you down to their private bay so you can Yacht race and wipe you ass with fifty dollar bills. Oh. i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to rant. How are you?





Everyone: Try to interpret the aspects of this monologue. i guarantee none of you will get it completely right, seeing as i don't know what they are.