- That post was written before i knew exactly why you were mad at me.
- You of all people should know that morals actually do change.
- i am personally still trying to sort out the drugs and alcohol stuff. Just give me some time. and i know what your going to say," If i give you the time your asking for you'll be dead by then!" and i dont know how to respond to that.
Dude, my life has been flipped upside down. i dont understand this any more than you do.
Another thing i dont understand is you blaming him for this. it's my body; my decision.
i know that if i told him i wanted to quit drinking, quit smoking, he would support me, and keep an eye out for what i want from myself.
I know your talking to me like an outsider looking in. And i know have crushed all of my previously principles. i dont know what to tell you otherwise.
i know you are going to stop caring. But i do appreciate the insight you gave me before you did.
love, me.
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actually... you probably won't be dead by then. it'll just be harder for you to straighten yourself out. and excuse me if its harder for me to have so much faith in that leeroy kid. and i dont want to stop caring... i just think its rather hopeless if you dont get what im saying. and sometimes when you're life flips upside down, its good to tell someone whos constantly flipping out about it. aka ME. and i probably owe the dude some kind of apology or something... but anyway. do you really think i like being the person everybody hates for trying to do whats right? noooo. i dont personally like bitching at you. i hate it actually. and im constantly telling myself that sticking with everything ive said to you is the right thing to do. but thats the best way i think i can be a good friend. and if not friend, just a random person that you see thats constantly trying to spit random peices of advice at you.
I dont think everybody hates you . i personally know that your doing what you think is best.
Sticking with it is the right thing to do. but, you have to realize that there comes to a point where if the person isnt going to follow your advice, you have to wait for them to come to you.
What do you want me to tell you about my upside down life? actually, i do have something to tell you, i think but i forgot... i'll think of it later.
anyway.
you dont know him, so yah it's gonna be harder for you to have faith. And you problly do owe him an apology. But that deosnt really matter right now.
you coming to me for advice? HAHAHA. yeah right. like thats ever gonna happen. i figured theres more of a chance that you'll get hit by my advice if i throw billions of it at you. like rocks. (: id rather throw a billion tiny ones at you repeatedly than just throw one giant one at you. just my preferable tactic. and right now i have really bad cramps and i might just fall over and die. and dont lie. i know you pretty much hate me.
i think your tactic works better, too. And who knows? maybe someday i actually will ask you for advice. i see some of your humor coming out int eh comment...
Sadie, i could never hate you. over the past week, i have cried, lauged, ...and something else that i dont rememeber, all because of this fight. And this hasnt made me hate you.
( warning! corninness alert!) i have always loved the person you are, adn i dont think i am capable of hating you.
For cramps: raspberry tea is the best thing, it actually friggin works! drink it hot, preferably with honey to sweeten. one day i was crying from the pain and this actually allowed me the ability to go shopping.
oh my god. my mom said the same thing. (about the cramps) wow. this is really off-topic. but okay. haha thank ya (:
and that was corny.
but delicious.
if that didnt freak you out,
you're a freak. lol
well, my aunt was the one who gave it to me.. And it really works!
wait, the corniness was delicious? or the tea?
ok. an image of corn tea just popped into my head. dear god.
Yah, that is kinda weird, but now you have two people saying it.
This is extremely off topic. hwo did we get from a big fight to cramps and tea?
I think i need a nap.
Shit! i have to go shopping for Rome day, then we have to pick mitchell up from the metro. maybe i'll sleep in the car...
what are we supposed to get/do for rome day??
im so confused.
its gonna suck balls.
it already kinda does.
mr. bohms kind of a bitch too. ):
i.hate.latin.
and rome.
and greece.
and spanish.
amd chicken.
i am actually kinda enjoying the class. he has a much better sense of humor if you get there earlier in the morning.
idc what you say.
he's evil.
and he wants to kill me.
i have a good sense when it comes to these things.
he's the devil.
i really doubt he is the devil, though sometimes, he's liek a child molester, and he'll get in my face, then i back away. *Shiver*
I honestly dont think he wants to kill you saide. Rape you, maybe. but not kill you.
ok. im sorry. i need to think before i type things.
wow. i completely misspelled your name. Sorry.
no.
he wants to rape me,
and then kill me.
):
i promise you,
the devil lives inside that man.
uhm... lets burn him alive! :D
oops. leaving now. you can continue to comment, but i wont answer. Bye!
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