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hi people. even though i know no one really looks at this anymore, i'm gonna keep posting. I am currently in Williamsburg with Logan and his family. IT's been raining today. i just fell down the stairs. monotone is fun. I geuss i'll post some more when i am actually able to access a computer without a time limit.

oops blonde moment

i forgot to mention. I have been officially invited to spend a week in Williamsburg with Logan and his family on vacation.
And i'm going.
Sounds kinda like fun. I'm excited. Speaking of which i still need to pack and call him for details.
I leave this weekend.
damn i'm lazy.

blug

Here's an update in the form of the email i just sent to Sara. Cuz Sarah is amazingly lazy.



it was pretty fun. we got logan over at one point, and by the time he had left he had been forced to strip twice, once in the pool, another running around the house naked outside in the dark. it was so fucking hilarious.his ass is pale...
Dad moved back in and i just kinda realized how much i missed him. Leeroy's been over sincesunday. Right now he's going shopping with Dad... sounds wierd, but since i'm at gingers so i can go to the dentist, and mitchell's going to his counselour, he was going to be there all by himself so he went with dad.
hey, i'm just glad theyre getting along.
Not much else to report. I started wearing boxers... theyre comfy :)
i havnt slept today. We stayed up all night. i hid leeroy's shirt and gave him a scavenger hunt to find it. So we spent like 2 hours coming up with more hunts.


So to sum it up, i'm tired, hungry, and scared of the dentist.

Whatever. i'm gone peace guys

opinions...?

Is it weird that in 8th grade, i'm already looking for my senior quote(s)?
here's a few to sample, all by John Lennon:

Reality is only for people who can't cope with drugs

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination

If everyone demanded peace instead of another television set, then there'd be peace

Life is what happens when you are making other plans

To the youth who think they are silenced by the media and alienated from the world:
The future is yours. Have the patience of a pregnant woman. but don't wait for the world to reach you. You are the aware ones. Reach out. Reach out. Reach out with love. Love communicates, whereas hatred, in the end, doesn't. Extend your hand to middle America with love. There cannot be a true world revolution without the support of the silent majority.


that's my favorite one. i'm working on memorizing it.

Written on paper yesterday

You know that thing about how when you get nervous you bite your fingernails?Well i have found that i bite mine when i get depressed. Today while swimming in the pool with Jessica and Mitchell flirting and snuggling on the other end i chewed my thumbnail to the nailbed. It used to be about an half and inch long.

it's about to rain. i'm siting outside the front door writing this in a white t-shirt.and tattered jeans. i never wear white... But i must say, it's a good change from the usual dreary black.

I'm gonna go inside and put on whatever music i damn well please. Fuck them.




that was written yesterday, here's todays entry.

I convinced mom to take me to gingers this morning so i could check my email(inbox=30!!!)
so here i am. A few things to report...
Kaitlyn's coming over Thursday, i think...

My Dad is coming back to live with us. Goodie.
I guess we'll see how it turns out, hmm?

I currently have a rat's nest where my hair used to be. I wouldn't be surprised if it spontaneously combusted right about now.
Fuck.
I dont know what i want right now. i pnly know what i dont want :

rum, or any type of alcohol
drama
soda
sugar
mindless flirting that will never go anywhere
whores.

fuck it.

I guess i'll just wait for Amanda or Leeroy to sign on.

fuck.

truth

Sadie, i think he does too.
But what would i do about it?
So i guess it's better to deny it.