hi...

i'm really bad at this whole updating thing.
my stomach hurts like a crazed mother fucker.
I um... met a guy.
who happens to like me as much as i like him...
but he uh.. lives in california.and is going to be 7 years older than me in february...
so we're just friends.
I got a camera, a set of headphones, a pair of boots, a 5 in 1 hair deely, and a cordless mouse for Christmas.
this morning, mom gave me a shirt that has Martin Luther King and Obama with the heading From A Dream... To A Reality and a beanie that just says Obama- 44th president.

I'm still sick... and it's as if it's just getting worse. what started out as a cough turned into congestion and sneezing with the occasional cough and then back into a cough and now into soemthing like a stomch virus, but im ot sure if they're related. All i know is that i've been sick for 3 weeks now and im fucking tired of it....


alright. enough bitching.
i know i have absolutely no right to ask. i mean, I was the one who pished you away.
But as you must have recently noticed, I'm tired of being a bitch. i'm trying to become more peacful.
which means, i really do care what's going on with you and i'd like to know, And it doesnt help when your blog has been turned to private and i can't access it >.<
Please?
If the answer is no, i completely understand.
but i'd like the naswer to be yes.

peace guys. Court is on the 9th. good lick for us i hope.