Friday, May 30, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
YOU DO NOT HAVE A VAGINA! BE A MAN!
yah, i kinda got the fact that you hated me when i found your birthday presents from me in my locker.
See? You proved my point. Go whine about killing yourself.
And no, it will not fucking make me happy you fucktard. You just proved my other point about you being an attention whore.
You see what i've written, but you don't change at all.
Sadie did the same thing to me that i'm doping to you. She made me realize that i was a
Pathetic
Attention seeking
Bitch who did not give a rat's ass about anyone else's problems.
Just like you.
So dont kill yourself. Just change.
Wanna know when the final straw came? Here. Read this.
Netsua: meow?
See? You proved my point. Go whine about killing yourself.
And no, it will not fucking make me happy you fucktard. You just proved my other point about you being an attention whore.
You see what i've written, but you don't change at all.
Sadie did the same thing to me that i'm doping to you. She made me realize that i was a
Pathetic
Attention seeking
Bitch who did not give a rat's ass about anyone else's problems.
Just like you.
So dont kill yourself. Just change.
Wanna know when the final straw came? Here. Read this.
Netsua: meow?
me: hey
Netsua: hello
and how are you doing?
3:57 PM me: my head hurts, my stomach hurts, amd my tea is to hot to drink :(
Netsua: 0.0
Is that why you weren't at school?
I probably shouldn't have gone - I'm pretty sick myself
me: basically. i was going to clean the dome today, but we decide this morning that i would stay here.
3:58 PM Netsua: ok
me: your not on your period. you cant bitch
Netsua: how do you know?
me: 'becasue you lacka vagina
Netsua: I could just feel shitty anyway
me: your still not allpwed to bitch
you dont bleed
3:59 PM Netsua: Or I could have had a shitty day
without a Sarah there to complain to
I must keep it all inside
how saddening
4:00 PM me: your not allowed to conmplain to soemone who bleeds for a week each month. we have our own problems :)
Netsua: I am allowed to complain.
That is all.
me: no your not
Netsua: Why not?
4:01 PM Just because I don't bleed (or so you think)
?
I can still have shit going on
4:02 PM me: but you dont have cramps so bad that you double over on the couch crying
Netsua: maybe not
but I still have a lot of thoughts to work
out
I've been thinking a lot recently
me: no maybe about it. i win. you are not allowed to complain
4:03 PM what were you saying?
thinking?
Netsua: yeah
about the world
and the social status of people around me
4:04 PM and things that should be thought about more often
me: yes probably
Netsua: and about the actions of humans
and how we think
and how experiences can vary so much
4:05 PM and how there are so many feelings to experience
and many of them aren't very straightforward
and how I honestly think I'm going slightly insane thinking about these things
4:06 PM me: dear, honestly, i think about these things all the time. you'll get used to it. i prmoise.
Netsua: and if my potential is really what people constantly tell me it is
please don't call me "dear"
4:07 PM that is what Alana calls me when she's in a bad mood
and she says it in a snotty, bitchy voice
...and how I've had nobody to talk to about all of these things
and how it's just a communication with myself
Why do you think i stopped talking?
You were just complaining like always and i got sick of it.
I loved you. I really did.
But you know, so many things happened.
like you trying to make me give you a BJ? yah, that still bothers me.
It was like, attempted rape, almost, but by a friend.
And the occasions where other people will be having a conversation, and you'll jump in with a depressing tidbit about how much your life sucks? Yah i used to do that too.
And yes. i realize that i'm the one that changed, just like Sadie.
You've always been like this and i'm just realizing it.
So i guess this is goodbye for now.
Mostly because im too much of a pussy to actually say anything.
Both of us are.
You dont realize how hard it is for me to say goodbye.
Probly just because i'm not mad at the moment. if i was it would be a hell of a lot easier.
So. Bye man. i think we'll meet up again, when we're older.
Love you.
Sarah
Why do you think i stopped talking?
You were just complaining like always and i got sick of it.
I loved you. I really did.
But you know, so many things happened.
like you trying to make me give you a BJ? yah, that still bothers me.
It was like, attempted rape, almost, but by a friend.
And the occasions where other people will be having a conversation, and you'll jump in with a depressing tidbit about how much your life sucks? Yah i used to do that too.
And yes. i realize that i'm the one that changed, just like Sadie.
You've always been like this and i'm just realizing it.
So i guess this is goodbye for now.
Mostly because im too much of a pussy to actually say anything.
Both of us are.
You dont realize how hard it is for me to say goodbye.
Probly just because i'm not mad at the moment. if i was it would be a hell of a lot easier.
So. Bye man. i think we'll meet up again, when we're older.
Love you.
Sarah
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hello again
hey still here.
finished painting my room
going to do a touchup this weekend.
Leroy's going to help me move back into my room.
Oh, and i have a mess age for someone whom i know will not read this in a very long time:
The reason you can't come over? The reason i won't talk to you?
it's because i have realized that you are an
Immature
Whiny
Self-Absorbed
Attention- Seeking
Douche Bag.
and no, i dont want to say it to your face so dont even ask. I'd rather you not go hime and kill youself like the emo fuck you are.
Goddamned cunt. You're more feminine than i am.
AND YOUR FAKE ACCENT IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY SO STOP DOING IT TO GET ATTENTION!
AND STOP JUMPING OVER CHAIRS AND TABLES JUST TO PROVE YOU CAN! YOU HAVE FEET LIKE EVERYONE ELSE! YOU'RE NOT BETTER THAN THE REST OF THE HUMAN RACE! SO JUST KEEP YOUR OVER INFLATED EGO TO YOURSELF AND LEAVE ME ALONE! I HATE YOUR VOICE!
there. i feel much better.
finished painting my room
going to do a touchup this weekend.
Leroy's going to help me move back into my room.
Oh, and i have a mess age for someone whom i know will not read this in a very long time:
The reason you can't come over? The reason i won't talk to you?
it's because i have realized that you are an
Immature
Whiny
Self-Absorbed
Attention- Seeking
Douche Bag.
and no, i dont want to say it to your face so dont even ask. I'd rather you not go hime and kill youself like the emo fuck you are.
Goddamned cunt. You're more feminine than i am.
AND YOUR FAKE ACCENT IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY SO STOP DOING IT TO GET ATTENTION!
AND STOP JUMPING OVER CHAIRS AND TABLES JUST TO PROVE YOU CAN! YOU HAVE FEET LIKE EVERYONE ELSE! YOU'RE NOT BETTER THAN THE REST OF THE HUMAN RACE! SO JUST KEEP YOUR OVER INFLATED EGO TO YOURSELF AND LEAVE ME ALONE! I HATE YOUR VOICE!
there. i feel much better.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Answer- Daily Double
will do Amanda
it's not that bad. im trying to keep upbeat. it could have been a lot worse...
But i got to paint it!
You know how the house is wired so we have more walls than usual in our rooms?
well, i have 14.
I did very other wall purple, then green.
it looks awesome.
Love yah
it's not that bad. im trying to keep upbeat. it could have been a lot worse...
But i got to paint it!
You know how the house is wired so we have more walls than usual in our rooms?
well, i have 14.
I did very other wall purple, then green.
it looks awesome.
Love yah
Monday, May 12, 2008
GAH!
Sarah is going to need an extension on her term paper. We did not know till we started cleaning up that it was lost in the fire in her room. Unfortunately it was on the dresser that burned. She will get it done as quickly as she can.
When was your fire? I'm sorry to hear about that. The actual due date for the paper was April 25 -- I gave a two week extension and have expressed/published that no papers will be accepted after May 12. This puts me in a bit of a pickle. I can accept it after today for a completion grade of 50%. Is this acceptable?
Mrs. Thompson
I suppose it will have to be. It may take the rest of the week to get it together. We have not tried her computer yet to see if it was damaged. It was hot enough to melt her curtain rod 10 feet away, so I am not to optimistic about it. If we are able to retrieve the information from the computer it won't be that bad.
w00t. i get a 50.
stupid bitch.
I HAD A MOTHER FUCKING FIRE!!!!!!
GAH!
When was your fire? I'm sorry to hear about that. The actual due date for the paper was April 25 -- I gave a two week extension and have expressed/published that no papers will be accepted after May 12. This puts me in a bit of a pickle. I can accept it after today for a completion grade of 50%. Is this acceptable?
Mrs. Thompson
I suppose it will have to be. It may take the rest of the week to get it together. We have not tried her computer yet to see if it was damaged. It was hot enough to melt her curtain rod 10 feet away, so I am not to optimistic about it. If we are able to retrieve the information from the computer it won't be that bad.
w00t. i get a 50.
stupid bitch.
I HAD A MOTHER FUCKING FIRE!!!!!!
GAH!
checking in
Hot fucking damn it's been a while!
Well, i'm back home. Dont have internet there yet, so i (obviously) wont be updating as much.
here's my most recent email to Sara: On thursday, My dresser burned down while i was at school.
Apparently i left a candle burning(which i thought was out)
i'll send you the pics of my room.
it's all black, and this was a five foot dresser! about 2 foot wide. huge.
i ddint have much in there.
But the four things mitchell managed to save were related to the beatles:
My beatles love album
My beatles book
My copy of people magazine that haf a section about john lennon
and a shoe box with dried flowers from valentines day and my grandmothers hospitla room.
Also in the box was the bible that i *stole* from her room.
But, it's related to the beatles becasue in the song rock Racoon, they talk about him finding gidians bible
( The gidians are a religious group)
So yah.
i have to sleep in mitchell's room cuz my room is uninhabitable.
Mitchell ddint call the firemen
he put it out by himself.
oh,
and my research paper on jimmy carter was in there.
it was due today.
Ms Thompson wont let me redo it.
stupid cunt.
IT WAS IN A FUCKING FIRE!!!!!!
sorry.
So that tells you a little bit about whats going on.
Last night i ha a dream that i snorted coke, then while still feeling the affects, i lost my virnnity.
then, the next one, i was a guy in a wheel chair. then there was this other dude, and we were trying to find a place for him to give me a blow job.
We found this room like a hospital room with some asian chick in ti. I jumped out of my wheel chair and onto the table. Then the guy gave me a blow job.
WHAT THE FUCK??????
dude, i woke up this morning, and im like,
Wait, what?
and yah.
i'll post some pics of my room when i get the chance.
Peace guys
Well, i'm back home. Dont have internet there yet, so i (obviously) wont be updating as much.
here's my most recent email to Sara: On thursday, My dresser burned down while i was at school.
Apparently i left a candle burning(which i thought was out)
i'll send you the pics of my room.
it's all black, and this was a five foot dresser! about 2 foot wide. huge.
i ddint have much in there.
But the four things mitchell managed to save were related to the beatles:
My beatles love album
My beatles book
My copy of people magazine that haf a section about john lennon
and a shoe box with dried flowers from valentines day and my grandmothers hospitla room.
Also in the box was the bible that i *stole* from her room.
But, it's related to the beatles becasue in the song rock Racoon, they talk about him finding gidians bible
( The gidians are a religious group)
So yah.
i have to sleep in mitchell's room cuz my room is uninhabitable.
Mitchell ddint call the firemen
he put it out by himself.
oh,
and my research paper on jimmy carter was in there.
it was due today.
Ms Thompson wont let me redo it.
stupid cunt.
IT WAS IN A FUCKING FIRE!!!!!!
sorry.
So that tells you a little bit about whats going on.
Last night i ha a dream that i snorted coke, then while still feeling the affects, i lost my virnnity.
then, the next one, i was a guy in a wheel chair. then there was this other dude, and we were trying to find a place for him to give me a blow job.
We found this room like a hospital room with some asian chick in ti. I jumped out of my wheel chair and onto the table. Then the guy gave me a blow job.
WHAT THE FUCK??????
dude, i woke up this morning, and im like,
Wait, what?
and yah.
i'll post some pics of my room when i get the chance.
Peace guys
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