Wednesday, March 18, 2009

just...nothing...

woke up this morning at almost eleven because zach was calling me. talked to him for about 4 minutes until I realized that Mitchell had a meeting with his lawyer at 10:30 this morning. Zach had to go anyway so we hung up, I woke up mitchell who was pissed because mom had forgotten and went to work anyway. This is the earliest I've been up all week. I have no idea what the fuck Im doing with my life. I mean, homeschool sure. We're looking into dual enrollment with NVCC. I have to go back to the school to return books and shit and to talk to the college lady to see if i can do this. It says on the website that if you're 16 and in homeschool you can do it but I have enough faith in my abilities when I apply myself that I could manage right now. I'll take any tests they want me to. I'm just tired of being in high school. It's not that I think I'm better than it or that I already know it all. It's more that I could be doing better things with my time. I want to take my GED and go to college. But no. I'm a year late. Fuck.
I'll talk more later about this when I'm more awake and not to stressed.

Peace

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