i would like to scream at the top of my lungs, but that would disturb my grandmother

i swear to god. if i have to stay here much longer i am going to shoot myself in the foot.Do you guys have any idea how stressful it is to have to take care of a 76 year old woman? Who nags about stupid shit? Who screams in her sleep? Who asks for her mother who has been dead for 30 years? Didn't think so. imagine being taken away from your lifestyle, and having to move to a place where you can't walk down the hall without being asked to do something,can't play your music, can't cry without being barraged with questions,have zero privacy, where your life suddenly revolves around if your grandmother took her pills.