*pouts*

Well, i had dinner with Austen and his family last night. It was fun, but kinda awkward since he and i were the only ones that weren't a couple. i met Alana's boyfriend, Albert, who seems nice. Austen's dad seems really nice, too. Austen and i both ordered the cheapest thing on the menu; a $10 cheeseburger. it was about 5 inches across, and 4 inches thick. Now i feel like fatass for eating the whole god damn thing. Anyway. We decided over dinner that today we would go see a movie(Horton Hears A Who).But, apparently, His dad doesn't remember the way here, and neither Zack nor Alana have ever been here. So. i can't go, because if Martha drove me, we would hve to leave Grammy here alone while we drive to Winchester. And this makes me sad, because i was really looking forward to it. But, this way, they don't have to worry about giving me a ride BACK here at the end of the day when it's dark. Brighter side? i have Spaghettios. i have chocolate.i have mt cat right here. I'm going to the mall on Monday. i hope. i still have to call Leeroy. Plus, just to make me feel worse, i think i'm about to start PMSing again. which would be the reason i can't stop crying.


i told Martha the reason i couldn't go was because Austen's grandpa's condition got worse in the hospital. So. i think she believed me. i hate to lie to her, but i don't want ther to feel bad. Well, i'm gonna go eat my spagettios. Bye.